無聊boring

半夜4點不知怎麽醒了卻就是睡不着了。
翻來翻去想東想西就只好上來寫寫。

可能最近比較煩。
工還沒找到，見了幾份却都沒有消息。
我真的有那麽差？
爲什麽還得不到工作。
沒有工作就沒有錢，沒有錢就很煩了，
做什麽都不能。
快快找到工作啊！！！

另外，
從來還不知道自己可以做什麽錯什麽錯到這麽多。
或許是一向來對自己要求不高，做什麽都那麽隨便，習慣了，也就變成這樣了。
也許我該更積極一點，把坏習慣改掉。
藉口是說給別人聼的，不是給自己的。

牢記！

Can't fall asleep after awake at midnite 4 am.
Just feel like crapping here.

Recently feel quite bothersome.
Went for a few interview still no news from there.
Am I really a loser?
Why I still can't get a job ?
No job = no money, no money = bothersome
Want do what also can not.
Quick quick get a job la...

Besides,
I never would have know that I am such a mess when doing something.
I try to have the thing done as soon as I can. But it end up all mistakes.
May be because I have been indulging myself too much. Too casual in everything, get used to this bad habit, everything just getting worse and worse.
May be I should start changing this bad habit actively.
Learn not to make any excuse for my own.

Remember!