Where is my fate?

Long time didn't update my blog entry.
Haiz...
World is like this...

When I still don't know what is the decision, troublesome 很煩.
When I make the decision, I wonder whether it was a good one.
When I think it is a good decision, it suddenly turn out to be a bad one that make me feel want to regret.
When I really feel regret, it is too late to change anything.

What to do, what can I do?

Feeling so miserable, feeling so depressed, I've fed up of all this.
Can I really get away from this destiny? from this fate?
Where is my life? Where is my fate?